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Ilana

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1.
Half 02:56
Half way home is a long way from all the way home half way back from a heart attack in a halfway home just means you're not dead yet maybe you're right i'm just being over polite when we half way talked i think it's the right call cause i fucked it all up again she is not alone tonight i walked past her house and i saw the light on
2.
Smokey 03:28
Blood grooves behind your eyelids and cuts into shapes in your head You see me falling asleep in a strangers bedroom again it's 2 am and it's cold as hell Cold smokey smell in the kitchen as I'm burning these eggs You float offa the stove top to cover my eyes and my face open your eyes there's no one around it's just one more day of driving around checking your phone all the time images pressed to your brain iron out they coalesced and blood's all that's left Smoke floats out of your moth and swirls into shapes round your head it's 2 am and it's cold as hell
3.
Loss 01:42
Take what you need and get the hell away from me Or make like we're friends like it's a past not a history It's just a loss Now that I'm lonely it's nice to look miserable Why should we talk it's a bed not a history book It's just a loss Now that you've seen what I hold up my sleeves trying hard to make friends stick around it's just a loss
4.
Marianne 02:44
Marianne a back handed compliment. a letter you wrote said you meant to send but you never meant a word Marianne are you angry again? tied up and wired on punishment for some made up sin like you were born bad to begin with As if you'd been born with those scars on your arm and the bruises on you legs and both your eyes black the way that they were this morning and the one before that I hope your boyfriend dies and I hope you dad dies too and every abuser who used you or tied you up held you down or beat you up drowns in the sound they refused you Marianne
5.
Joy 02:26
My biggest fear is that the drugs i take will stop doing what they're supposed to do. Who would I turn to then? My biggest fear is a white room with padded walls: drugs and attendants and drugs. Who would I turn to then? Who could hold my hand? Who could show me the floor? Who could hold my head when I'm caught alone in cellar again? But sometimes I feel joy, that you wouldn't believe.
6.
Water Wings 04:05
That's a pretty dress I know what's underneath it It's not even a choice back to the bathroom to beat it back to your bathroom to beat it But you can't have everything you want and you can ask anyone but you can't have anyone It's a funny sight me in the water wings that my mother made me wear I must have been three back when you were dying back before you died and left me in the water But you can't have anything you want and you can ask anyone but you can't have anyone
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released June 18, 2015

Wilson played most of the bass parts.
Nick played drums, some bass, keyboard, and engineered/mixed/mastered everything.
Songs guitar and singing playing by Dan.

Thanks to Adan for lending your guitar.
Ben for bass.
Toms & nick's dad for mics.
S/O to bard hall.
TY to whoever let us use their bass amp.

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Homeowner Annandale On Hudson, New York

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